| I hate that I rely on other people to make me happy. Prior to dating vlad I was ok by myself--I did not need the company of someone else to make me feel important or good enough. Now here I sit, on my birthday and I feel so alone. I'm human--I know that I long to have relationships and human interaction with people that love and care about me. I know that there are plenty of quality friends in my life now who have been there through thick and thin Yet I can only seem to focus on how much I miss being missed. How much I miss having someone there to tell me that they won't let me down. Here I sit. and I am over run with sadness. |
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| http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rJyOdancNIA watch this pleaseeeeee and let me know what you think! Thanks :) |
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| Visiting my best friend in da UP. it's been great. i forgot how much i love the outdoors. |
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| This summer has been a roller coaster of emotions for me. Constantly up and down, never really sure what tomorrow will look like. I don't know if it's just the fact that I am realizing that the real world is slowly approaching, or if it's the fact that all my friends are getting married but either way I am really starting to notice how much growing up I have to do. I am so terrified of messing up or letting someone down. I hope that I can prove to myself that I can do this. My summer is almost over, I am hope for maybe a combined total of 2 weeks now. I start student teaching August 2nd. EEEEEEppppppp. |
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| Hey it's been a while... Dan Spannraft and I have been working on a musical project. we have decided to call ourselves A Siren's Call please check out the myspace and let me know what you think! and if you have a myspace you should add us if you like what you hear ;) www.myspace.com/asirenscall go go go go go |
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